A Poem (56)

It felt like falling, falling into black abyss with the unknown if there would be someone to catch him or crash to the ground. He denied his feelings for so long. But he couldn’t not anymore. After he watched his friend falling in love over and over again, getting his heart broken over and over again while right in front of him was the boy who would catch him. Every time. While all he wanted was to be caught himself, close from breaking. It was tearing him apart, now was the time to tell his friend that he was the … Continue reading A Poem (56)

A Poem (50)

He was not supposed to cry or that is what they told him. He was not supposed to show feeling or that is what they told him. He was not supposed to love that other boy. Growing up people around him told him there is only love & true love between man and woman. He listened to those words until his feelings changed. His heartbeat fast, his palms sweaty and love in his heart. But it was for a boy. He denied his feelings, shoved them down. Because people told him, you are not allowed to feel a certain way. … Continue reading A Poem (50)

A Poem (45) ~ School

School system laid out only for one half of the population, extroverts. You have to be comfortable to raise your hand and talk in front of others at all times. You must be able to work under pressure. But that is just not how it is for so many people out there. So many people struggling to go to school every day. Many feel anxious, not at ease or even depressed by such systems. There are people who kill themselves because they have come to believe they don’t fit. The have failed in school, they failed in life. But that … Continue reading A Poem (45) ~ School